Archive - jxzz_hndz_said

I believe wanting to touch me deserves a prize.

I’m your trophy in a trapdoor.

Jul 1, 2021 •

June 2021

a specifically complicated era of circumstance

I begin a litany of treasure

Jun 24, 2021 •

May 2021

the algorithm requires penance

by forcing me to show all of my teeth.

May 11, 2021 •

Progress is an Endless Cycle of Unfair Metrics...

....but my mirror still works.

May 5, 2021 •

April 2021

my tombstone might say “y’all got me f*cked up”

I only nap in joy. I wake to wade into abyss waist-deep.

Apr 29, 2021 •

I’m trying to imagine what adoring me would like.

I put bundles in my kids’ hands as a minor legacy

Apr 19, 2021 •

My daughters discuss The Devil I commune with.

How I text my demons on their birthdays to no response.

Apr 7, 2021 •

visibility makes me c*m, I’m ashamed.

I claim to be patient with my favorite donors.

Apr 1, 2021 •

March 2021

Maybe the word I seek isn’t chaos

But combustion-- which still subsists on air.

Mar 26, 2021 •

gentle mechanics to mine ear, mine eye

till thy force doth move me

Mar 19, 2021 •

he tells all the ways he almost dies & I fiction his sainthood.

A bird atop decrepit cathedral.

Mar 17, 2021 •

But maybe the rain, is really to blame...

So I'll remove the cause but not the symptom

Mar 10, 2021 •

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